29 July 2007


The Moment is Here

I am so excited to be seeing B. A mere 36 hours and we'll be together again. This time forever.

It's been a long road, a path daily made..

2, Two...

One Way, Hamilton 2007 [REVISION]

28 July 2007

Fish Guts, Hot Pants and F*ck Boy...

Whatever happened to those guys? Not that they are missed, but what happened to them?

3, Three...

Calla, Katinka Matson 2007

On The Other...

The hills are bare now
And autumn leaves lie thick and still
O'er land that is lost now
Which those so dearly held

Our Combination Creates Many Colors


Look it up...

He (She) Loves Her (Him)

27 July 2007

On one hand..

Days til we meet
and they touch.

4, Four...

Sarasota, TA 2006

26 July 2007


(She is my) C-entre...

5, Five...

Fathom Five, Jackson Pollock

25 July 2007


Shaking it all off, every note. Snow fall, slowly coming can you remember that down. This is the time, for over negotiating and feeling tall. My heart is already gone, feeling at home. I'm overcome, tired of waiting, restless for you to take me, anywhere. Leading, by leaving from home. Hurry up, wait. Do I, know anyone? No? I don't know anything...

But my favourite thing is when your eyes show off for mine.

6, Six...

Str, BD 2006

Six sounds like SEX

I haven't seen B since September 22, 2006 and he had a headache that day...


King, BD / Mac 2007 [REVISION]

24 July 2007

Still True

He is nicer to me than anyone has ever been and sees good in me where no one ever has. He is so sweet and sensitive but gruff at times as well. He sees himself as Mr. Darcy. I think he's quite clever and is destined for success as people see him as the natural leader. He gives me a chance for partnership that I never thought I could really have... just dream about. He encourages me every day, even when I'm being wifey. He is thoughtful and attentive. I am very lucky to have his attentions. He is also quite funny and we have a good time together. I think we can have everything we dream about.

7, Seven...

Seven Samurai, Akira Kurosawa

23 July 2007


You are the dust and I am the rain, lets go out in the rust and lets gather the change. Lets take to the streets, you and I - life's refugees but drifting like leaves, we're free; together, there's nothing between us.

8, Eight...

Game Ball, BD 2007 [REVISION]


I cannot possibly list all reviews here; that's a never-ending task. But here are reviews of programs in especially complicated areas that I happen to be aware of:

22 July 2007

It's Time for Us..


Special messages in paint... Chapters... All of our plans becoming real.

9, Nine...

Regions, Missouri State Education

21 July 2007

The Path To You Is Daily Laid...

What if I told you it was all meant to be?
Would you believe me?
Would you agree?
It's almost that feeling that we've met before-
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy,
when I tell you love has come here and now.

A moment like this.

Everything changes but beauty remains.
Something so tender I can't explain.
I may be dreaming but until I awake.
Can't we make this dream last forever?
And I'll cherish all the love we share-

Could this be the greatest love of all?
I wanna know that you will catch me, when I fall;
so let me tell you this:

Some people wait a lifetime, for a moment like this.
Some people search forever, for that one special kiss.
Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me.
- Kelly Clarkson / A Moment Like This

10, One Zero...

Avenue, Andy & Frank 2006

I Wish I Had A Sense Of Humour, Cause This Is Wide Open...

I have been asked to talk about what I consider the most important challenge facing mankind, and I have a fundamental answer. The greatest challenge facing mankind is the challenge of distinguishing reality from fantasy, truth from propaganda. Perceiving the truth has always been a challenge to mankind, but in the information age (or as I think of it, the disinformation age) it takes on a special urgency and importance. - Michael Crichton

19 July 2007

You Know That It Would Be Untrue...

Untitled, BD 2007

Confused, For Some Reason, All Of A Sudden...

Things are backward, relationships are inconsistent and non-typical. Roles wrongs, experiences reversed.

My, filled with nothing, waiting for the clock to turn. There was a time where I was, now...

- F -

18 July 2007

Spending Time Making Out There Is No Alternative...

Untitled, BD 2007 [REVISION]

17 July 2007

Similarities In Our Differences...

She's beautiful, she says I'm handsome. She's creative, I'm an abstract thinker. She is a passionate person who has been disappointed too many times, I'm a cynic. She is good at her job, I'm a perfectionist. She's admirable, I'm an admirer. She makes a difference, I'm different cause of her. She's my one, I'm her soul mate (kinda). We're quite different at being the same, but exactly the right fit.

16 July 2007

Forever And, Ever, Never, Let Go...

You're my girl and I know you try. So much of my dreams, I'm ready to know with you. Always and forever, I'll not let go, safe and inside our love.

15 July 2007

The Return Of Gods Own Zilla...

11 July 2007

The Dinner Bell

Tonight I boiled, chopped, melted, stirred, folded in and dipped out... my dinner. Then promptly made a good portion for my sweet labrador, libby. In days gone by dinner has been feat of creating something from bare cupboards, a finely honed skill, and later, a demonstration of how I could do anything in the kitchen on any given day with little to no notice.

Now it's just lonely. No little faces at the table to taste the creative culinary concoctions from my kitchen... the truest little food critics I've ever had. I miss the satisfaction that comes from their approval... even if it was just macaroni.

I Like Her 65, Especially When It’s Part Of Our 44...

The best gift I ever got was homemade, it probably cost less than the postage but it was created by someone very special and it told me all the special things I had thought were shared. It made them, those things more special to me, it make me love her all over again – falling through seeing, our growth, our wandering, through the stages on each of the pages.

One of the hundreds of things I have managed to list about JT is how I like her creativity, she is lazy and doesn't apply herself to this blog; but when she does, she posts such witty / beautiful / lovely / clever / insightful / drawing / thought provoking writings or images that become my envy for a moment, then this silly pride creeps into me.

It's one of the smallest things I dream of sharing with you.