Depression (Part 2)...

Kill me just now when my senses are too strong
It's no illusion where everyday I bleed
Do you see, do you even know
That I have been brought down again
Suffering at the hands of my head
Till I can't hide the pain of the words said
Is this the ending of another start
Communication meant to connect the apart
Promises given on the cross of a heart
If I can't find the way now and if you can't show
I'll begin to defend trying never to suffer breakout